I AM THIRSTY
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“Later, knowing that everything had now been finished, and so that Scripture would be fulfilled, Jesus said, ‘I am thirsty.’ John 19:28
CONFESSION: I have a hard time asking for help and an even harder time receiving it. It is probably one of the things that frustrates my wife the most. I know I am surrounded by individuals who love and care for me. People who would give their all to me if needed so that I can be better, and do better. Nevertheless, I don’t ask. Why? Maybe I don’t open my mouth because I don’t feel like I’m worthy of “inconveniencing” others by asking for assistance? Perhaps it’s a survival response rooted in an upbringing that told me, “children are to be seen and not heard?” Here’s a good one, I don’t ask for help because I’ve convinced myself, “I can handle it all.” Truth is, the answer is C, ALL OF THE ABOVE. (Y’all see why I keep a therapist and a spiritual director on speed dial. ;-)
As we look at Jesus on the cross in those final moments before he gives up his spirit and finishes the work of atonement….a task ONLY HE CAN DO. He utters a statement that reveals the thin space between his humanity and divinity. The place where the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. Through parched, blistered, and bloodied lips he says, “I am thirsty.” Though not a formal request, the context of his words move those who are crucifying him to soak a sponge in wine vinegar and lift it to him. Commentators note Jesus makes this statement as he checks off a list of prophecies regarding the Messiah. While I have no counter to these thoughts, I wonder if Jesus is also giving a Masterclass on humility and strength at this particular moment.
He says, “I am thirsty.” Knowing they’re not going too give him anything to truly relinquish his thirst or stop his suffering.
He says, “I am thirsty.” Knowing his captors don’t care.
He says, “I am thirsty.” A statement that only opens him up to more ridicule, more scrutiny, and yet the informal request is made for him and for us. And although what he received was not what he’d prefer to have, it was just enough to get him across the finish line.
Beloved as we watch love at work on Calvary, let us not miss the reminder that even the best of us have moments of weakness and need help. While we may feel like there is no one around us who cares to be bothered by our needs, never forget The Father is faithful and has the power to move people and places to meet your need, if you’ll just ask.
What does your soul need today?
In what ways have the dips, pits, potholes, and craters of the journey depleted, dehydrated, or knocked the wind out of you?
When was the last time you asked for help?
When’s the last time you received help?
Dear Lord,
During difficult times, I come to you with a humble heart and ask for your guidance and strength. I know that you are always with me, and that your love and grace are never-ending.
Lord, I pray that you give me the courage to ask for strength when I am feeling weak and overwhelmed. Help me to be open and honest about my struggles, and to reach out to you and to those around me for support and comfort.
I pray that you give me the wisdom to know that asking for help is not a sign of weakness, but rather a sign of strength and courage. Give me the strength to face my challenges with faith and determination, and to trust in your plan for my life.
Lord, I ask that you wrap me in your loving arms, and give me the courage and strength to face whatever challenges may come my way. I know that with you by my side, I can overcome any obstacle and emerge stronger and more resilient than ever before.
Thank you for your unwavering love and support, and for always being there for me, no matter what.
In Jesus' name I pray,
Amen.